thoughts



5.29.2004
i think i have TWO fans! thank you-- i really mean that!! this thing is still very awkward.... anyhow,

basically, nothing's new. i'm working four days a week at the same place (waiting tables at a deli), running & swimming on occasion, preparing for another (third) summer of traveling & shows. shit could be worse, right?

on the family tip, my dad's been as together as i've ever seen him. we usually exercise a couple mornings a week, his family is gradually letting him back in, and his friendship is exactly what i need now. it's sappy, but if you only knew the guy before.... moms, though, she's out of control. i still live with her & witness it everyday. the ugly emotions i felt as a child are returning (e.g. my stomach sinking when i find an empty bud can stashed in a cabinet). i'm content/loved one minute, crushed the next. THIS IS WHY I MUST MOVE! okay, enough boo-hooing.

four days of work until i take off for bonnaroo!!!!! two friends, one of whom i haven't seen in a couple years, are riding down with me. the plan is to meet up with a nutload of peeps in murfreesboro early thursday and caravan into the festival. i have a little experience this time around & am confident it'll be a much more enjoyable. in fact, i'm totally psyched!

expect a sooner update :)